Tuesday, September 4, 2012

The Morning Grump Needs Some Attention

My family and I just returned from a camping trip over this holiday weekend.  Normally, I don't like going to this camp ground during a holiday, but there was rain in our area and it kept the majority of the camp ground empty all weekend leaving just us few campers willing to brave the rain.  It was a great weekend.

However, I somehow earned a spanking today.  It was a punishment spanking per se, but it was definitely not what I wanted to do at the moment.

You ever have a spanking that just pisses you off at first.  This one did.  I woke up grumpy this morning (from lack of sleep all weekend?) and I didn't want to be bothered with anything and especially not a stupid silly spanking.  I was just plain annoyed.  I laid there thinking "this is annoying" "this is stupid" "why does he have to do this anyway" "what a jerk he's being" "I have other things to be doing" and more.  I'm pretty sure it was that attitude that landed me OTK to begin with.  John wouldn't stop until he broke through to me though and he did.

I think it's my reaction after the spanking that freaks him out the most these days.  After, I kind of pout a little.  Maybe shut down.  I don't feel shut down but I don't talk about what I'm feeling because to be honest I don't fully understand it.  I feel pouty for no reason, I feel like I screwed up and I don't really want to end up OTK again.

Before I could be comforted back to a normal temperament, the baby (who's not a baby) had an accident in her pants so John took her to clean her up and I began cleaning the mess on the floor.  When he returned he said "Baby, I was going to do that" this made me frown a little at him.  I hadn't intended to and wasn't really aware I had done it but he sent me back to the room anyway.  I went in and began to cry.  He said "Baby, what's wrong" and I blubbered out "I don't want to get spanked again"  He said he wouldn't and laid down with me in our bed to cuddle a little.  I began feeling better and I'm not a grump anymore.

Note to John:  After this spanking today I feel much more awake or alert or whatever I wasn't feeling earlier, definitely less grumpy or annoyed, not motivated though (not sure where that went) and I feel much more relaxed right now.  Things just feel right when they didn't earlier.  Thanks for that.

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  1. Well...unless it's the fun kind, who *does* want a spanking anyway? Or another one right after getting one? I mean, the whole point of punishment is to make you not want another one. And some may disagree with me, but I think getting a punishment spanking is a very good reason to cry and feel sorry for yourself. I sure did. A lot. :P

    Good for you for being grown-up enough to take a spanking you didn't want and use it to improve your behavior and attitude. *hugs*

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    1. Thanks, Ana. I agree, getting spanked is a good reason to feel sorry for yourself for at least a little bit as long as it helps you get back on your feet.

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  2. It sounds like even though you still felt a little out of sorts right after, in the long run, he did help you to move beyond your morning grumpiness. Glad you had a fun weekend. I'd take a bit of rain for a mostly empty campground anytime!

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    1. I loved the mostly empty campground and raid actually wasn't that bad. It was a nice rain that's fun to play in.

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  3. Hurray for the reset perks of a spanking. :) And glad you had a good weekend!

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  4. Sometimes a spanking just "fixes" things and other times a snuggle is exactly what's needed. It's pretty great that John reads you so well and knows how to give you what you need. I know they all make mistakes, but it seems like he gets it right most of the time.

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    1. I think John does a great job reading me and knowing exactly what I need and when I need it. Sometimes I think he knows me better than me.

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  5. Glad that life was better after the spanking. I think after a punishment spanking, we need a little time to put ourselves together. And a little extra TLC makes it a lot easier. Hope you have a good week.

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    1. I think John freaks a little because I get worse before I get better. I try to reassure him once I'm put back together. TLC definitely helps.

      Thank you, Blondie, I hope you have a good week also.

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  6. ^^^ I feel the same way Suzie. I really think my husband knows me better than I know myself! Ha. Sad to say it but my husband's right 99% of the time. I hate that.... :)

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    1. Hello and welcome back, Mrs. I think our husbands do know us better sometimes and that's what makes them the perfect match for us.

      Great to see you again.

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  7. I just got a chance to catch up on your blogs and I just wanted to say that I really admire how close you and John are! Even though my husband and I are really close, we could use a few lessons ourselves. Keep your head up woman! -SW :)

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    1. Welcome to my blog! :) Thank you but some days I feel like we are just so far apart. I think the biggest thing to keep in mind is that it's an everyday decision.

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  8. Suzie darling, will you please give me your email address? You can email me at ana_stasia2007 at yahoo.com. I have a special favor to ask of you. :)

    Hugs and thanks.

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  9. I definitely have had thoughts like that while OTK.."leave me ALONE!" "Knock it off you idiot." "Don't you have something better to do?" "You meanie!" "I don't deserve this!" "I'm above this stuff!"
    LOL..luckily most of these are not put into actual words. Most.

    I'm glad you felt better and that things went better later. I also "pout" and shut down usually. He has to charm me, baby me, hug me right out of it.

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    1. Lol, it's probably a good thing that most of our thoughts stay in our heads while OTK.

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